I’m Alive!
So, I’m alive and well and still lurking around blog land.
I’ve been whats known in the blogging world as a terrible blogger, but stiff shit, you get that. Deal with it and get over it.
Or don’t.
Either way, I don’t give a damn.
So the question that comes to most people’s minds is WHY haven’t I blogged and WHERE the FUCK have I been?
I haven’t blogged simply because I couldn’t be arsed and I’ve been busy. To busy to sit here and write long winded, dumb ass, woe is me blog posts.
There has been no D/s in our house. Not for a long time. And surprisingly enough we are both happy with it and our relationship is moving along so well. The fact that Michael still rules the roost hasn’t changed. He says, I do. But as for anything kinky? NOT A FUCKING HOPE.
We are both too busy, too tired and to tied up with real life Michael is working hard as usual and he works on weekends now with his hot air balloon pilots license. He loves it and I love the fact that I get a sleep in. Yay for me!
There are some tidbits of info that I need, well, not need, but want to share with you. There are other parts I can’t tell you in an open post but I will do a passworded post soon.
Lets start at the beginning:
I am going to be a grandmother again in June next year. Am I excited? Yes! I was hoping that Rhiannon would be able to finish school next year but her and Scott (baby daddy) made the
decision to have another baby. So be it. Hopefully it will be a little girl again. Rhi is hoping for a boy. Either way I’ll love him or her the same.
Mikayla is just as beautiful as ever. Rhiannon calls her the chatterbox bugg because she never stops talking. Too think that she will be three next year blows me away. You all know that I was there when she was born and I cut the cord. So our bond is as strong as ever. I was in Perth a few weeks ago with her and Rhi and it was so awesome. She spotted me from about 100 metres away and came running squealing “my nanny…my nanny” and before I knew it there was a squirming bundle of love in my arms hugging me and showering me with love.
I nearly cried when I saw my beautiful Rhi Rhi…she is looking so healthy. She has that pregnancy glow and is just doing so well and I am so so proud of her and the steps she has taken to get
where she is. I’m sad that I won’t see them for christmas but thats what the early visit was for. I’ll be heading up there in June when the baby is due so that I can be there like I was for my Mikayla Jade.
Joanne is living on her own/with her new boyfriend. They spend most of their time together, but both of them are smart enough to realise that they still need some time apart to be themselves. It’s
only been a month and a half. So its still quite new and I’m glad to see a real smile on my girls face.
And what a pretty face it is.
She has lost sooooo much weight and is in the 70kg range now which has her looking fantastic.
Montana is just my Montana. She is as sweet and beautiful as she always is. She is my sweet precious girl. She is having a few battles of the will with her daddy. But I guess thats par for the
course with teenagers. Her daddy is a lot stricter than I am and I think thats how we are getting to the clashes. I’m sure it will work itself out.
She is dancing again this year and the end of the year concert is on this Sunday night. So I’ll be posting pics of that when I get them.
We don’t see Michael’s boys anymore. Due to the psycho nut job from hell telling them lots of lies, we just don’t see them. Its hard on Michael and I, but we do the best we can. And I keep him as stable as I can. Although he is doing pretty well on his own, I still love him enough to keep my eye on him.
We still spend a lot of time at the gym. Five days a week, sometimes six. Depending on our timetables and Michael’s work roster. But nevertheless, not going to the gym doesn’t exist in our world. I haven’t exactly made it to my weight loss goal yet, but I am getting there. I’ve lost about 38 kilos in the last year so I am happy with that, but I’ll be happier when I get into the 80 kg area.
I’ve got a specific goal in mind, but I’m not prepared to share that with people yet. When I get there, trust me, I’ll let you know.
Anyhoo…its time for tired girls to go and snuggle their already sleeping husbands. I don’t know when I’ll post next but if there is anybody still reading, I can promise it will be soon.


December 9th, 2009 at 1:29 am
I’m still reading
December 9th, 2009 at 11:55 pm
Glad you are alive and well.
I hope you have a very Merry Christmas.
Big Hugs